January 31, 2008

Gone Baby Gone

My plane is at 5am! that's just insane!!

Way too early for my taste
ill be gone for the next few days
I hope we don't have a titanic re inaction!!
see you when I see you!

posted by eshda3wa at 2:15 AM 32 comments

January 29, 2008

Life Defining Moments

Changing schools 1997
I was scared and miserable, turned out to be the best move I ever made

My uncle passing away 2000

Cancer at 32. Changed everything about everyone, the great depression, my aunts wore black for 3 years after his death, it definitely changed my outlook on life.

Graduating High school 2003

Breaking away from the security and familiarity of everything and everyone I had grown up with, i felt limitless!

My parents divorce 2006

Its not so much the divorce, but dealing with the aftermath.

There are a lot of significant moments in my life. moving away from home, dealing with certain situations, meeting certain people, but these four moments had more impact on me and who i am today than any others.

What are the moments that defined your life?

posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM 41 comments

January 27, 2008

UuuGHhh!!! II

What I hate more than people that can't mind their own business are people who think its ok to lecture you and give you worthless advice then get mad when you don't do exactly what they say!!
posted by eshda3wa at 2:20 AM 21 comments

January 26, 2008


I don't know why people cant learn to just mind their own business!!!
posted by eshda3wa at 11:00 AM 15 comments

January 24, 2008

Time To Chillax!

I'm finally done with my exams!
God im so relieved, i was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Did really well on most things, but a few were not so great.

I'm going on a cruise for the weekend! the girls and I need to relax after such a tiering month of intense studying.

The last midterms of my university career (i hope)

Fig my roommate had us on a tight schedule the whole time.
Right down to what time we eat and shower, she would walk out of her room and say "you have half an hour to shower, GO!"

I tend to drift off alot when im studying, so i needed her to keep me on track!

But now its all over and im going to pamper myself for at least a couple of weeks to rejouvinate, and im thinking of coming home for a week, I couldn't come Christmas break cause my exams were right after and I had to study for them.

How are you guys doing?
posted by eshda3wa at 11:35 AM 27 comments

January 17, 2008

Now Thats What I Call Fine Dining!

I love fine dining, i believe if im going to bother getting dressed and going out for food then it better be something worth it! so here is my fine dining experience of the week:

Chinese at the 4 season hotel

To start, Green Tea

Our meal

Some meat


some vegetables


complimentary fruit platter

and finally to add to my Best pancake search, some Chinese pancakes with mango pudding in the center.

different and wonderful!

(pics taken with phone sorry about the quality)

posted by eshda3wa at 2:30 AM 38 comments

January 14, 2008

Burst Your Bubble

Moe eshda3wa and a cynical adult sat down for a conversation about Moe's new job offer.

Moe: I don't think I'm gna take it. i know i can do better

Cynical adult: you should take it

eshda3wa: if you don't like it then don't

Moe: I want a certain company I'm waiting on them, i can move up pretty quick, plus I'm taking this course

Cynical adult: you really shouldn't get ahead of yourself and just get a job while you can

eshda3wa: theres nothing wrong with exploring your options, he's still young

Cynical adult : look i have already been through this, you kids have your heads in the clouds thinking your gonna make it big, well let me tell you this, your NOT. Put your feet on the ground and listen to what I tell you.

eshda3wa : geez whatever happened to the sky is your limit

Moe : your saying I shouldn't even try?

Cynical adult: I'm saying you should listen

eshda3wa: I'm saying do whatever you want to do its your life

cynical adult : your gna fall flat on your face !

Moe : why ?! I have a certain goal and I'm trying to reach it

eshda3wa : even if you fall flat, its your choices and your face

cynical adult: with that attitude of yours, your falling flat on your face too

I know life turns people bitter, but man talk about bursting someones bubble!
posted by eshda3wa at 4:00 AM 36 comments

January 12, 2008



seven seas


split level


forgive and forget


missing you




lucky break


he's by himself


see through blouse


first aid


west indies


six feet underground


backward glance




reading between the lines


cross roads


three degrees below zero


neon lights


just between you and me


one in a million


broken promise


you are out of touch


life begins at 40


jack in a box


growing economy


up before eight


just around the corner


apple pie


making up for lost time


standing ovation


I understand you undertake to undermine my undertaking

The winner is PURG!!!,
Some people came pretty close, but remember its not whether you win or lose ... oh who am I kidding! its ALL about winning baby!!

posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM 25 comments

January 10, 2008

Are YOU up 4 the Challenge?!!

Ok people, this is a game that requires brains!
click on the link and try your luck!
Ill give you two days to come up with the answers!
you can email them to me or just post them as a comment.
I wont publish any of the answers until the two day period is over!
First person who gets all the answers right will be crowned the winner.

Just Click Here

ill get you started by giving you the first answer.

1. CCCCCCC = seven seas

all answers have to be exact with spelling and wording!

So are you?!!!

posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM 46 comments

January 9, 2008

Just WHY Arabs!!

My friends and I were surfing you tube last night, and something struck me as odd. Whenever we typed anything in Arabic, it had to be followed by a few videos of FETHe7a (scandal). Fethe7at this and fethe7at that.
Whats worse is that this is not odd, in fact its pretty common, its so like stupid idiotic Arabs people to turn something good into a weapon to hurt someone or to spread rumours and scandals! Just like blue tooth and whatever else those low lives managed to get their hands on.
Putting videos of girls dancing, or with their boyfriends. Shino hal mu9akha!
What kind of sick pleasure can they possibly find in this?

You people are an embarrassment to yourself more than anyone one else!

3aib 3alaikom, wallah 3aib!

posted by eshda3wa at 12:10 AM 35 comments

January 6, 2008

Making Friends

The older you get, the harder it is to make friends.
I remember when I was a kid it took me all of 30 seconds to find someone to play with.

Now however its a different story.
I'm a sheltered person by nature. Although I'm very social and can get along with almost anybody, I don't befriend people easily.

I'm not one to just start talking about personal things. My university friends know close to nothing about my personal life although Ive been living with them for the past five years. The only one to know bits and pieces is my roommate.

All my friends I have known since childhood. My social circle is so small i could probably count em with one hand!
Each person occupies a big place in my heart since there's a lot of space to go around!

Some people tell me that this is a bad thing, that I'm supposed to expand my "connections", the more people you know the merrier.

I say id rather stay connected with the people that i grew up with.Expand on the relationships I already have, and put more effort into them.

Its not the quantity of relationships you have, its definitely the quality!
posted by eshda3wa at 12:55 AM 36 comments

January 2, 2008

One More Day

UPDATE : I should rephrase the question. If you had one more day with a person that is no longer in your life (dead) who would it be?

I just finished reading Mitch Albums book For one More Day.
I loved it.

Just like his other books, it really hit home with me, took me deep.
It was such an easy read, I couldn't put the book down, and it got me thinking.

If I had one more day with someone, I'd choose to spend it with my grandma.
I would curl up in her lap and ask her to talk to me about nothing in particular. I want her soothing voice to fill my head and my heart. I want her to hold me like she always did, and I want to watch her bake. Her beautiful hands wrinkled with age working away at mounds of dough. She loved baking, and I was grandmas little helper.
I want to snuggle next to her in bed like I did so many times before and have her tell me a bedtime story, usually about Kuwait, the old days, and how things used to be.
If I had one more day with my granny id spend it telling her that I love her every Minuit of it, and I would thank her for everything she had ever done for everyone around. Id spend a good amount of it bragging too, telling her of all the things I had done and accomplished, making her so proud of me she'd burst!
I love you grandma.

What about you?
If you had one more day, who would you spend it with?

posted by eshda3wa at 10:09 PM 43 comments