eshda3wa
February 22, 2008
Nothing Really Matters
My dad was supposed to have a very minor operation today. My brother and I were supposed to take him in the morning. I slept for what felt like 30 seconds. I kept twisting and turning and had the weirdest nightmares!
I woke up once to the sound of my own voice, I was crying in my sleep. I was a lot more worried than I wanted to admit.
The night before I got into a huge argument with my dad cause he didn't give me the amount I specified to go shopping! I felt so stupid, so materialistic, and so selfish.
I kept thinking of the worst case scenario, How I would give up everything so my dad will be as healthy as he's ever been.
I can live without buying the bag and shoes cant I?
Then why on earth did I get mad at him?
My phone rang at 8 or so am, it was my dad. His operation has been postponed. The minit he hung up I was fast asleep.
I was dead, I didn't even dream.
When I woke up I felt so much better. All my thoughts about being selfish and materialistic vanished, and as I sat across my father munching on my burger I very proudly said, dad I want that bag and shoes!!
aaah life...
36 Comments:
Lol. Hope ur dad's operation goes perfectly oo ygoom bil salama inshala.
Excellent, Eshda!
Have a good weekend
inoor
ill try to make it!
i usually go yam baitna...
zain tell me ma7eb surprises! shino feeeh!!
shoush
allah ysalmich, thanks!
david santos
thanks u 2
Mayshouf shar nshala, ajer o 3afya. I do not ike that pic though:S, Oh and should I say mabrouk 3l kadar! And is that he same mousqe where the terrible gathering occurred?
hasan.b
elshar mayeek inshallah
laish u dont like the pic
my daddy is the asad wana the cute cub!
madre if u should say mabrook
ana kelish moo 3ajbni elkadar
as for the mosque, wallah madre, i guess noor can answer that one.
I'm so sorry to hear that sweetie. I know it's really hard. My dad did an operation recently too and we're all struggling, even now... I felt like it was the hardest thing I had to go through.
Don't be so harsh on yourself. I'm sure you never meant to argue, besides it shows what you are inside :)
Allah i5alilkom iya ya rab o yashfee wi6awil b3omra ya raaab!!
OMG you're really really mean !!
Wain il guilt ! at least 3a6ee il salfa 24 hours !
Which bag is that? 3ashan ashof atfahham il wath3 wala lla2 ;p
allah yeshafi ur dad inshalla..ajer o 3afya..about the handbag and shoes..I can understand!
Eshda3wa I think we share the same profession..I've just noticed Hasan B.'s comment about the kadar..so mabrook il kadar wa law inni lail7en madri il zeyada cham bil thab6..are u done with ur studies?
Ma eshoof shar, alah egawma bil salamah..
You would be surprised of all the little things that affect you at a very important moment. Alah eshafee inshalla!
hehehehe mako fayda sij bnayya. ma yshof shar ur dad
So you didn't learn anything : P
ma yshoof shar :)
Allah ekhaleekom for each other.
After all material is only material.
heh..why am I not surprised?
Hope that the operation will go on successfully. :)
yesss .. this is life !
w ma yeshoof shar ur dad :*
hang in there and stop worring !
Amazing, I felt sorry when I was reading your post, but you made me lough in the end.
Hope he will be very well.
LOL!!! ath7aktini min qalb!
and for a second there, i was gettign all emotional, and wishing i was with you through this time! LOSER! mal il 7itha` 3a 6eezich!
did you end up getting the shoes and bag?
If your dad goes into the operation... enshallah all goes well and egoom belsalama...
It's always hard when a loved one goes into operation... even when its as minor as their tonsels being removed...
Inshallah your dad will be fine.
This is how we are;p
Nice how u organized the post !!!
raising the drama..then ending it with simplicity blended with lil bit humor
Allah igawma bilsalama inshallah o'ma ishoof shar.
Perspective can be (tikrimoon) a 'kalba' sometimes, but you should be glad you got some.
Hehe, about the material stuff its normal to feel that way but your dads well being also comes first. Inshallah everything goes well with your Dad!
LOL.. yeah life!
we all go back to being daddy's little girl as soon as things go back to normal
allah yshafeeh o ykhaleeh lokom ya rab
o mayshoof shar inshalah
makes you appreciate every little thing, salamat to your father. Be there, believe me, he already thought about those moments and how its gonna turn out, go for a score and grant him success with good deeds, he deserve it.
ma yshoof shar.. and u know, u'll always want a new bag and shoes :)
hope his op goes fine!
Inshalla mako ella el3afia o alla yegawma bessalama inshalla :-)
matshofoon shar
tsk tsk tsk :P
Mayshoof shar inshallah.
Your post had resonated a particular "event" that happened to me.
hehehhe GIRLS ;p
hey ,
how is he now and did u get the bag and shoes little spoiled brat :P ??
hehehe girl no matter what i only know that life goes on ..
i really hope that your dad's operation would go well oo inshala ma yshoof shr ..
Inshalla ma yshoof shar :)
LOL @ shoes
salamaaaaaaaaat
first of all everyone love to have everything :)
second, allah y5alilij ur dad o ya7fethah mn kel shar
P.S: u can get all what u want if u know how to ask smartly :)
Be smart and play right
ahaha right on.
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