December 15, 2008

Dirty Little Secret

Its a burden carrying someones dirty little secret.
The responsibility is so great you feel it literally weighing you down.
Pulling on you shoulders.

It fills your senses, especially when its a dirty little secret your not supposed to know.

There's something people just don't get. When someone tells you something and asks you not to share it with anyone, its not OK for you to tell your bestest of best friends because you happen to tell them every little thing in your life. Tell them your secrets. Not somebody elses.

God sometimes i wish i had selective amnesia where i can just choose information i want to omit from my brain forever!

**and do NOT call me to ask me what the secret is (u know who u are)
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posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM


lol @ the last bit!

December 15, 2008 at 12:26 AM  

yeah i know how it feels
im carrying like a hundreds of someones dirty little secrets

and really i dont know what makes those people decide that im their secrets keeper :S

December 15, 2008 at 2:08 AM  

yeah, I hear you!!
I haaaate secrets, I hate holding them cause I don't know how not to blurt them out :/
it's hard, ppl keep your secrets ti yourselves if you don't want them to spread around

December 15, 2008 at 2:17 AM  

تدرين أنا ما أحب إذا وحدة يت وقالت لج: أنا بقولج سر فلانة بس إهيا ترا محلفتني ما أعلم

و تحلفج ما تعلمين

عيل شنو الفايدة

مادري بس تبط جبدي وايد هالشغلة

December 15, 2008 at 4:02 AM  

Usually no one will talk about their secret unless they trust that person.

December 15, 2008 at 4:40 AM  

eshda3wa: leash what happened.. did you spill some secrets of other people out?

December 15, 2008 at 6:05 AM  

yeah i know u shouldnt tell it to ur bestest best friend, but im sorry i do, i know it sucks, but fe this one person that i TELL EVERYTHING to , be it mine or others

December 15, 2008 at 7:27 AM  

Totally agree with you, people who tells thier best friends other peoples secret, i really dont turst them!

December 15, 2008 at 7:51 AM  

well..I hope this means that you learn from it. i.e. don't tell that friend any of your secrets coz she might tell her bestest friend that one.

and secrets are cool. It makes you feel special coz you know something others don't. :D

December 15, 2008 at 9:14 AM  

Oh, I hate ut when shuch shitty things happen!!

You don't know even who to trust!

December 15, 2008 at 9:38 AM  

I hate secrets.. thats why i ask ppl not to share their secrets with me.. just their burdens without secrets :D

December 15, 2008 at 10:47 AM  

I hate that too... the unneeded pieces of information people throw on you! specially the unexpected ones.. someone you dont know and they come and tell you intimate things ughhhhhhhhh

December 15, 2008 at 10:52 AM  

I hate secrets, i felt heavy and burden knowing them and carrying them around. I hate it even when someone ask me for my secret. Secret means secret, i will never do anything to make it cease to be a secret, can't they just understand this theory, lol =P

December 15, 2008 at 2:42 PM  

give it some time ... you'll forget you know what you know

December 15, 2008 at 3:58 PM  

its only that u think of it as a big thing that u keep wanting to tell everybody just dont take a big matter of it and youll not feel the urge to tell anyone !!!

trust me on this one i have tried this :-D good luck!!

December 15, 2008 at 4:10 PM  

"When someone tells you something and asks you not to share it with anyone, its not OK for you to tell your bestest of best friends because you happen to tell them every little thing in your life."


December 15, 2008 at 5:16 PM  

can i call? ;Pp

December 15, 2008 at 7:16 PM  

yeah i know ,, ya3ni she told you those secrets 3ala shan she trusts you. laish intay tro7een tfth7een !!!!

December 15, 2008 at 9:17 PM  

I tend to do that, selective amnesia is what works for me as you said! I seriously forget stuff that I'm supposed to keep secret from everyone..

I am technically following the requirements of not telling anyone and they are surprised that I forgot which is funny!

December 16, 2008 at 12:29 AM  

*calling eshda3wa*

December 16, 2008 at 2:24 AM  

i feel you...

December 16, 2008 at 4:44 AM  

I totally agree with you!

December 16, 2008 at 12:05 PM  

Offf tell me about it.. Ana regular secrets eat me alive, tabeen dirty ones b3d? :P Khala9at etha they would hurt a loved one lo yadrun...

December 16, 2008 at 3:30 PM  

I feel u! Etha secret sakhef 6af bs itha dirty little secret! I just can't hold it walla its hard

December 16, 2008 at 3:48 PM  

guwwaaa DR shlonich :) longtime

December 16, 2008 at 4:41 PM  

ya3ny nafs baye agolech shay bas 7elfay matgolen lana ele galatly 7alefatny magool?;p
el7amdila wakhart 3an hal awadem.. akher mara wa7da yatly betgole... getlaha not interested o min youmha magamat etba6al 7aljha 3endy..
loool.. the last bit.. allah y3enech;)

December 16, 2008 at 7:19 PM  

thats why i love having my crap ass memory - people tell me all kinds of shit and i forget it a few days later. LOOOL

December 16, 2008 at 9:21 PM  

I'm totally with Cloudy Stars,, but anyhow, 3iqaban ela hal ensana.. tell us her secret =pPpp..

December 16, 2008 at 10:34 PM  

it does eat at u, just ignore the gnawing feeling of wanting to blurt it out..

i kinda have this under control.. XD i think its a taurean thing :P

December 16, 2008 at 11:12 PM  

I honestly can keep my mouth shut about everyone's secret except my own.... !!!

December 16, 2008 at 11:49 PM  

yep i know exactly what you mean ..

December 17, 2008 at 8:34 AM  

loool, I hate when people mix blog with my life. Like bursting out something I wrote right inbetween the whole group of friends... they do ones of those "You're a blogger??!!?!" (weird face expression) lool

December 17, 2008 at 8:44 AM  

so painful .. always begging to get out .. those are secrets !

December 17, 2008 at 1:18 PM  

yeah i know sometimes peoples' tongue slip..

but wat to do ..

as they say .. a secret between TWO is no secret at all ! < true aint it ?

December 17, 2008 at 4:28 PM  

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