eshda3wa
January 4, 2009
Anguish
She was in rehab for four months
She reached her target weight
She was smiling again
I thought the nightmare was finally over.
We can be happy again
We can be a family
I can finally pay attention to the rest of her siblings.
But our happiness was short lived.
Shes starving herself again, its worse this time.
She picked up habits from the girls she was with.
Shes pulling her hair out.
Slitting her wrists.
She tried to commit suicide twice.
She's only eleven years old.
Eleven.
Do you remember what you were like at eleven?
Sometimes I feel like killing her myself
Sometimes I feel like killing myself.
I live in fear of the day when id do either.
*will tell you the full story once i stop crying*
33 Comments:
:( why like this!? take it easy sweet heart
omg!!
this is so bad =S
allah y3eenha =S
!!!
she's just eleven!
la elaha ela allah!
a teenage boy, hasn't eaten ANYTHING in six months, doctors say his organs are eating themselves, his heart rate is getting slower bye the day.. he could drop dead any minute.. and there is nothing anyone can do about it..
awhh eshda3wa dont cry :(
oh dear god this is a true story?!?! Let it out habibi, email me if you need a sounding board. take it easy habibi
=[
That was depressing ='[
I remember what it was like being eleven.. Happy, carefree and innocent! Oo that's why it saddens me to realise not everyone was.. Min kether ma kan el sho3or 7elo wil thkrayat 7elwa.
One of my biggest weaknesses is when a girl cries so please stop :)
And Inshallah Allah guides you.
salamat o matshoof shar enshalla, i really feel sorry for her, as the best thing you could is to be with her at all times... she needs to be with family to get better inshalla
Ohhh god!
I dunno what to say..
did u write this?
:(
OMG !
Eeleven :/
god;\ thats depressing already, when i was 11 i was a pathetic drama queen;p and i wanted attention!
Whats going on? whats wrong? eleven I dont remember a lot.
Sad :/
7aram!! 11 years bs o chethy :S
I got goosebumps reading this. La 7awla wala guwata ila bilah. God help you habeebty I can't imagine how hard this must be.
*hugs you tight*
sorry
crying?
*hugs*
ubay! how can someone who's eleven even understand suicide :/ ... kamlay kamlay i'm dying to hear ... and 7aram for u tears ;******* hope u feel better
omg!
Sad...Hope everything turns out for the best.
*hug*
OMG!!
Seriously... ELEVEN!!!!
7abebty thekri Allah wohwa alQader 3ala kel shay .. kel mo9eeba w maradha tzool ... 3asa Allah ykon fel 3on
I want the story.
11??
omg =(
oh god! i'm so sorry to hear that!
Dear!! what is happening ?? i thought at first that it is a story you've read until i saw the last line!! Plz be better!!!
This is terrible! Allah y3eenha.
ohh dear she's 11?
my heart is torn known it's a kid....
7abeebte 7abeebte don`t cry ah she`ll be fine yaraab
Oh my Godness!!
That's so melancholic :(
Hope she gets better :( :(
Please keep us posted :(
Take him to a 3rd world poor country for a short tour.Let him see the poverty and hard life and starvation by his own bare eyes ,let him to see the pain of other humen by himself....2 weeks trip to such country will give a gr8 result.try it......
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