eshda3wa

July 13, 2008

Mi Casa Su Casa #2


I wish I could go back to when I was 16 again and just watch myself
see how I acted the first time i was love struck..

now 10 years later, I want to regain that intense feeling

when you could feel the love all the way to your finger tips


I want to listen to myself talk.

hear what words I had for the love of my life.


when nothing feels the same, looks the same or tastes the same.

I wish I can see myself gush over him.

always walking around with that goofy smile on my face


I want to watch myself blush

feel my heart rate increase at the thought of him

everything was beautiful, safe..

I was on top of the world..


nothing ever feels like that again
no matter how big
nothing beats the first time u fall in love

I wish I was turning sweet 16 today


posted by

**sweet16**




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posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM

28 Comments:

ee walla..

"nothing beats the first time u fall in love"

:)

July 13, 2008 at 12:20 AM  

It's hardly love because its mostly infatuation.

July 13, 2008 at 1:04 AM  

Fact: First love never dies

July 13, 2008 at 2:05 AM  

ee wallah 9digaat sweet16 lama galat: "when nothing feels the same, looks the same or tastes the same"


at 1st i thought u are 26 ;p

July 13, 2008 at 2:09 AM  

squir
moo ana ele katbita
someone emailed me the piece oo i posted it
so i think the writer is 26 !

July 13, 2008 at 2:16 AM  

ummm maybe coz i'm a dude.. but i don't think the first love is the best.. i mean sure you can't forget it
i love my love now better!!
i don't know if it makes sense.. but i know better.. i'm a btter person.. and i a chose a btter love!!

sorry i'm too sleepy to make sense.. anyhow.. it's still true that nothin beats being 16
or 17.. also 15 was good.. can't complain bout 18
ummm well my 21 was really good
not so much for 19 though!! :P

really sweet post.. :)

July 13, 2008 at 4:46 AM  

i wanna be 16 :(
and i would change many things happened in my life :S

July 13, 2008 at 8:57 AM  

Happy Birthday ?

July 13, 2008 at 12:31 PM  

It's thoughts like this that are put into retrospect that make me question whether where I'm at right now is to simply mess with my heart, or something real. I guess I'm one hell of a dreamer :)

Anyway, who says you cant fall in love when you're 26? You fall in love differently every time. Teenagers tend to dramatize it i guess.

July 13, 2008 at 3:31 PM  

awh, tres sweeet xx

N.

July 13, 2008 at 7:16 PM  

Ahhh, yes 16. The days of raging hormones, unexplained anger, and having pimples.

It certainly has a charm...

July 13, 2008 at 9:45 PM  

layta al shababa ya3oodo yawmaaaaaaaan!!!! :'(

July 13, 2008 at 10:08 PM  

16 age of love;p do u miss being 16 or the love u ha that time?

July 13, 2008 at 11:56 PM  

Sad, but so true. I wish it felt the same. I wish it never changed.

July 14, 2008 at 12:01 AM  

if only :(

July 14, 2008 at 1:24 AM  

16 or 17 maybe even 18 ? 7atta 20 wait till you reach the 30z it's when u have this love-hate realtionship with URSELF;p

I think it's part of actually turning into an adult that ppl hate the most:P

Madre bas i think i've learnt more, getting to be a better person - i hope-, tho what i hate the most is finding out that NOT everyone is nice and honest.. the world is certainly not sweet and simple as it used to be!:@


P.S nice post =)

July 14, 2008 at 2:39 AM  

well, my 16 sucks :p
didnt reach my best days yet i guess ;p

nice post though :)

July 14, 2008 at 3:54 AM  

awwwwww...young love...there is nothing like it

July 14, 2008 at 6:41 AM  

aaah thats what they called sweet 16 .

July 14, 2008 at 9:11 AM  

aah, I feel so old now..

July 14, 2008 at 9:59 AM  

Awww... how cute! Our worries were so petty then... I wish I was 16 too! :) Although I wasn't very pretty at that age...

July 14, 2008 at 11:21 AM  

lol
isnt it better than u've matured? i hated when i blushed i couldnt control it :S

July 14, 2008 at 12:26 PM  

aaah to be young and in love!! sooo much fun everything was pretty and shineeeey

July 14, 2008 at 2:33 PM  

i still love my first love

July 14, 2008 at 7:41 PM  

I want to go back to my last year in college and enjoy the freedom I had! But with a little bit more money.. thats about it! hahaha

So I can enjoy riding across the state with my backpack..

July 14, 2008 at 8:59 PM  

I miss being 16 too, how i wish that I can go back even just for one day only :)

July 15, 2008 at 10:49 AM  

smart idea!

July 16, 2008 at 6:59 PM  

What!!
Is 16 the magical age?

I wish I go back 16 ... without a lover heart...

Or I wish I had brain that time..

July 21, 2008 at 8:33 PM  

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