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August 30, 2009

My Great Aunt Fatma


My dear dear grandmothers sister (allah yr7amha oo yr7am mawtakom).

We went to visit her today. I love going to see her.

She reminds me so much of my grandma 7ayate.

She talks like her, she laughs like her, she dresses like her, and she tells me the funniest stories about my grandma.

I like to sit there and imagine that it is my grandma in front of me, and just for a split second i believe it is.

I have to resist the urge to throw my arms around her and cry my eyes out.

I usually burst into tears after leaving her house, missing my grandma more than ever.

Today she was telling me about sharg. And my aunt promised to take me to where my grandmas house used to be.

As I was leaving i gave her a hug and inhaled the sent of oud and bukhoor. I kissed her head, her shoulders, her cheeks. I cupped her face in my hands and told her ill be seeing her soon.

I want to sit on my grandmas lap again. I want to hear her sing to me. I want to place her hand in mine and play around with her loose skin and ask her yadity shloon eedich 9arat chithy.

My grandma has been gone a long time.
But i still feel her close by

3asakom ma tafgidoon 3azeez inshalah.


yadityy i miss u.
posted by eshda3wa at 12:00 AM

21 Comments:

allah e6awel ib 3omer ur great aunt fatma we5aleha lekom inshala. we all miss our loved ones, ana yadi allah yer7oma metwafi o i miss him so much i am gonna cry now. allah yer7am mawtana we8amed ro7hom il jana inshala.

August 30, 2009 at 1:09 AM  

kibaar il sin wjoodhum ebrikah bil bait.. allah ekhaleelich ur great aunt oo yir7am ur grandmother enshallah..

August 30, 2009 at 1:38 AM  

awwh,, allah yer7amha 7abeebty

August 30, 2009 at 3:06 AM  

It is nice to see someone filled with love.It's not like
"Oh flan we miss you"
and then when you are away they eat his flesh.
I lost my uncle in an accident. Your article brought me back to the days where he deliver us to school.You also brought me back to the 90s. Those everything in Kuwait was so simple.

August 30, 2009 at 3:27 AM  

allah yr7m ur grandma o y'3md ro7ha el jana

Oo allah y5lelch ur great aunt o y6wl fe 3mrha =)

August 30, 2009 at 4:23 AM  

im going through the same thing except i lost mine recently...i know exactly how u feel! it hurts....

August 30, 2009 at 4:25 AM  

I know that feeling.. alot of people think that if people die, we ought to forget and live.. You even see in 3aza some people look soo, madri, chinna 3adi!

I don't know I just don't.. sometimes I cry my eyes out over my grandma and grandpa, as if it happened yesterday.. :(

August 30, 2009 at 2:15 PM  

This is one of the sweetest post ever! I love it!

August 30, 2009 at 2:52 PM  

Allah yer7amha we yaghameed ro7ha el gana... I never had the chance to meet my grandmothers; at least you could remember some moments of ur grandmother...

August 30, 2009 at 11:22 PM  

:( Oh dear,
I recently lost my grandmother who used to live with us so I had a deep connection with her. I am missing her too.

Ramadan Mbarak sweets.
May Allah yer7am mawtana jamee3an.

August 31, 2009 at 12:23 AM  

*huggg*

few days back it marked the first anniversary of my grandma's passing

of all 100 grandsons and grandson children she had... i was the it grandchild... she loved me dearly

i can still smell her scent... ward 6ayfee... me kissing her and she inhales my scent and says from the heart "Offeeeeeeeeeeeeh" as if i was the best smelling human being on earth...

I miss edida too :`(

August 31, 2009 at 1:54 AM  

God have mercy on your grandmother's soul & elongates her sister's life in sha Allah ...

ive been writing a letter to my grandma a while ago... i might post that one day...

its nice (& healthy) to write about ppl u love :)

August 31, 2009 at 7:34 AM  

Alla yer7am mawtana :-) I like to sit with my grandma.. she have lots of interesting stories to tell and the cutest comments too. My great aunt was also awesome (alla yer7amha) she used to recite poetry to people coming in to visit her or leaving after a visit. She was full of grace :-) Alla yer7amhom

August 31, 2009 at 10:11 AM  

الصعود إلى الهاوية‏

ترك أم الرشراش لأسرائيل و بيع الغاز الطبيعى المصرى لأسرائيل بخسارة 13.5 مليون دولار يوميا و ترك سيناء شبة خالية من السكان لمصلحة إسرائيل و حصار غزة و اللهث لتكوين أتحاد دول البحر الأبيض المتوسط لتسهيل عملية دمج إسرائيل فى المنطقة العربية لتستفيد أقتصاديا و لرفع الحرج عن الأستثمارات الخليجية فى إسرائيل بالمستقبل القريب ، بينما يتم قمع الشعب المصرى بقبضة حديدية بمعرفة أجهزة الأمن و يعيش أكثر من نصف المصريين تحت خط الفقر مع 2 مليون من أطفال الشوارع كل هذا يطرح سؤال لحساب من يعمل النظام المصرى؟ ارجو من كل من يقراء هذا ان يزور ( مقالات ثقافة الهزيمة) فى هذا الرابط


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August 31, 2009 at 12:29 PM  

:(

heartbreaking!

allah yer7amhom w ye9abrich 3ala fargahom inshallah

August 31, 2009 at 1:23 PM  

Awwww, allah y5aleeha lej inshallah
o 3sa allah yre7am kel mawtana o mawta elmoslmeen..
You brought me to tears..
o 3saaj matfgdeen '3alii :*

September 2, 2009 at 1:08 AM  

hey dear,
nice blog you have..
allah yer7am mawtakum o mawta el moslmeen ajma3een inshalla..
I miss my grandmas too.. & I feel the same when I see someone old.. it makes me remember my grandmothers and miss "them" even more..
allah yer7mhum inshalla..

September 2, 2009 at 6:05 AM  

Alah yr7om mwta elmoslemen agm3en :(

September 2, 2009 at 6:33 AM  

grandparents are hard to get over especially when they've taught us soo much. this year awal rm6'an without my grandma and it doesnt feel like rm6'an without her.

September 4, 2009 at 1:17 AM  

alla yer7am yaditiich inshalla ;*
i miss my gramma too ='(
i love old ladies ib shakil ma tkhayilaina LOL!!
i'd rather hanging out with old ladies then my friends LOL!!
a7ib sowalifhom !! o a7b ga3dat.hom o th7ik.hom !! o 7ta t7il6imhom LOL!! ;p
alla ekhalilkom khalat umiich inshalla ;*

September 7, 2009 at 1:55 AM  

My friend and I were recently talking about how modern society has evolved to become so integrated with technology. Reading this post makes me think back to that discussion we had, and just how inseparable from electronics we have all become.


I don't mean this in a bad way, of course! Societal concerns aside... I just hope that as memory becomes less expensive, the possibility of copying our brains onto a digital medium becomes a true reality. It's one of the things I really wish I could encounter in my lifetime.


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February 6, 2010 at 4:10 AM  

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