September 28, 2009
Marrying My Father
The title is a little weird i know.
When I was a little girl i was in love with my father.
I wanted to marry him.
He was the only person on planet earth that could do no wrong.
His word was the word of deity.
everything and anything that came out of his mouth was the absolute truth.
If we were walking outside and he told me the sky is purple not blue i would have believed him.
If I could worship anyone other than god id build a temple around my father and worship at his feet.
He was perfect.
My super hero. There is nothing in the world that he could not do.
He knew all the answers to every question , and he can do the most complicated mathematical equations in his head.
I used to wonder why my father wasn't king of the world, cause he could fix everything and make the world a better place.
He was definitely king of my world.
I was 100 percent daddy's girl.
And then i grew up..
I discovered my dad was only human, and he makes mistakes like everybody else.
he could not fix everything and anything..
Of course his mistakes no matter how minor, were amplified 10000 times over.
But even with this painful discovery, I still learned a valuable lesson from my father.
If my father is human, then every body else definitely is,
if my father can make mistakes, then everybody in the world makes mistakes too.
Cause their mere mortals and my father is the king.
and if i can forgive the rest of the world for their mistakes
then i can certainly forgive my father.
No man on this planet can ever measure up.