March 7, 2009
Dealing With Free Time
For the first time in my life i have nothing to do.
I leave work and then .... nothing!
I don't have to study, prepare for an exam, get ready for class.
I don't need the 67 calenders I usually have all over the place.
I don't have to run on a strict schedule.
My mind is free, and it feels so WEIRD.
I'm having a hard time adjusting to this feeling. This emptiness.
Its one thing to be on vacation. Even then I'm thinking of when i get back to school.
I'm seriously thinking of acquiring a hobby.
My god, med school never gave me time to do ANYTHING.
And now all this damned free time is messing with my head.
Did anyone else go through this?