eshda3wa

April 30, 2007

Funny Bunny










posted by eshda3wa at 2:06 AM 22 comments

April 28, 2007

If prophet Muhammad (SAW) Visited You

i found this online
hope you like it as much as i did


If Prophet Muhammad (SAW)Visited You…
Just for a day or two,
If he comes unexpectedly,
I wonder what you’d do.
Oh, I know you’d give your nicest room
To such an honored guest,
And all the food you’d serve to him,
Would be the very best,
And you’d keep assuring him,
You’re glad to have him there,
That serving him in your home,
Is joy beyond compare.
But … when you see him coming,
Would you meet him at the door,
With arms outstretched in welcome
To your visitor?
Or … would you have to change your clothes
Before you let him in?
Or hide some magazines and put
The Qur’an where they had been?
Would you still watch the same movies
On your T.V. set?
Or would you rush to switch it off
Before he gets upset?
Would you turn off the radio,
And hope he hadn’t heard?
And wish you hadn’t uttered that last loud nasty word?
Would you hide your worldly music,
And instead take Hadith books out?
Could you let him walk right in,
Or would you have to rush about?
And, I wonder …
if the Prophet spends
A day or two with you,
Would you go right on doing the things
You always do?
Would you go right on saying the things
You always say?
Would life for you continue,
As it does from day to day?
Would your family squabble
Keep up their usual pace,
And Would you find it hard each meal
To say a table grace?
Would you keep up each and every prayer
Without putting on a frown?
And would you always jump up early
For prayer at dawn?
Would you sing the songs you always sing,
And read the books you read?
And let him know the things on which
Your mind and spirit feed?
Would you take the Prophet with you
Everywhere you plan to go?
Or, would you maybe change your plans
Just for a day or so?
Would you be glad to have him meet
Your very closest friends?
Or, would you hope they stay away
Until his visit ends?
Would you be glad to have him stay
Forever, on and on?
Or would you sigh with great relief
When he at last was gone?
It might be interesting to know
The things that you would do,
If Prophet Muhammad, in person,
came to spend some time with you
posted by eshda3wa at 12:45 AM 35 comments

April 26, 2007

Would You Wear em?




i would!
i think their cool!
posted by eshda3wa at 1:32 PM 54 comments

April 23, 2007

What The HaiiiiiL!!






I have seen and heard of many crazy things

but a Dental SPA!!

i mean come on!!

what are they gna have us do next?

learn to tap dance so we entertain the patients!!



One Dental spa offers you this:

Relax. Rejuvenate. Be healthy! Enjoy a soothing hand massage or peppermint foot scrub during your dental treatment to help relieve anxiety or just to be pampered.

Treat yourself to a full body massage. With various types of massage & treatments ranging from 10 minutes to 2 hours, you are sure to find the perfect way to rejuvenate tire or aching muscles.

Improve skin tone and texture with a facial.


Facials?! Foot scrub?!!

I'm killing myself in dental school to end up washing peoples feet?!!

Next they'll install hot-tubs!!

And as if the above wasn't enough, they have DENTAL MENUS

you get to flip thru them and choose what you want done


well how about you sit in the chair, open your mouth and let the god damned dentist who spent half their lives studying get to decide what needs fixing!!


posted by eshda3wa at 1:24 AM 69 comments

April 20, 2007

Me and elevators



I'm not afraid of elevators


there i was going to visit my cousin who lives on the 17th floor


Staring at myself in the full length mirror inside the elevator when suddenly it stops!


its pitch black, i cant see a thing


Calmly i switch on my fone to get some light, i find the alarm bell, and intercom, buzz


a mans voice: yes?


I'm stuck


well get to it right away ma'am




Right away wasn't that fast, as a i stood in the dark bored as hell, every movie every story of falling elevators came to mind.


oh my god I'm gna die


I kept telling myself to stay calm


15 minits


20


30..




I'm still in the dark


Time dragged on


a while later


the lights switched back on




and i heard my cousins husband saying


eshda3wa r u ok?


yes I am


Don't panic there fixing it. itll be ok


alright i say




40minits




a mans voice: ma'am could u jump?


me: excuse me?


man: maybe if you move the elevator will descend, jump


me: na6at roo7ik min jismik gool ameen!! r u crazy!! I'm not moving!!




Lights go off


50 minits


55




I start thinking maybe i should call my mom and say goodbye


my death is here




but i don't, I don't want her to worry




60 minits




me: HELLO ANYBODY?




Cousins husband: they fixed it , its all good




the elevator starts descending..




IM ALIVE!!




I get out, get into the one next to it, and go up to the 17th floor


i walk into my cousins apartment, take one look at her, and i burst into tears


brave little solder i am :)




10 things that annoy me about elevators




1- people who smoke




2- When the elevator is extremly corwded but people still insist on comming in




3- people who smell




4- people who "releive" air from their body




5- people that stare at you the whole time




6- people that keep on pressing the button.. tap tap tap tap, its not gna make it go faster so STOP




7- When elevators stop




8- when idiotic men tell you to jump when your scared out of your mind




9- when elevators have to stop on every floor




10- people who huff and puff down your neck just standing too close!


***************************************************************************


UPDATE




HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Shout out to Joe my lil sister!!

just turned 17 today

posted by eshda3wa at 1:22 AM 70 comments

April 17, 2007

Prison or Resort??

Justizzentrum leoben prison

Can you believe this is an actual prison in Austria!

Not a bad place to end up if you were being punished for killing someone























































posted by eshda3wa at 1:52 AM 63 comments

April 15, 2007

april.no.secret

posted by eshda3wa at 12:19 AM 35 comments

April 12, 2007

In This Day & Age



Based on a true story

Once upon a time (a year ago) a timid little 20 year old girl(lets call her sebeecha) got married to a guy (lets call him marzoog met7at) from a wonderful family, wonderful reputation, the first man in her life, she was heads over heals for him. During their engagement (milcha) she noticed he was a little short tempered, but that didn't matter, she was in love.
They got married, she moved into their little love shack in his parents home, and soon saw him in his true colors. From the second day he started beating her for no reason at all. He would come home, she would be watching TV in the living room, he would walk in, beat her till she fell unconscious, then kick her till she regained consciousness and demand lunch.
And so it continued. There were good days when he was loving caring and attentive, but sebeecha lived in fear. She stopped visiting her family afraid they would notice her bruises and her shame, afraid they would start asking questions, it was her fault, of course it was.

7 months into her marriage Marzoog Met7at came home with fire in his eyes, his boss at work totally humiliated him for being late all week long, and whose fault is that? sebeecha of course, for not waking him up, for not providing him with a comfortable atmosphere at home where he actually mite want to be instead of the dowaniya.

Marzoog Met7at spent the next two hours channeling his rage through his fists and using sebeecha as a punching bag. That resulted in alot of blood a broken nose, a bruised rib cage, a broken arm and a damaged kidney. sebeecha was rushed to the hospital, and one of her in laws notified her parents.

Her parents were mortified to say the least, how could this be happening to our daughter and we didn't know anything about it. Sbeechas father fell into a state of utter depression and guilt, and was determined to end his daughters misery.

Once sebeecha was well enough to go home, marzoog insisted she comes back with him where she belongs, but her father would hear non of it. He took his daughter back with him and demanded Marzoog Met7at divorce her. No one beats a daughter of mine he boomed.

Three months later sbeechas health drastically improved, her bones were healing fine, and she would be getting a nose job soon.

Now i don't know what happened in between this event and whats about to happen next, but maybe sebeecha took a harder blow to the head than we thought, cause one day in the middle of the night sebeecha ran away from her fathers home and went back to marzoog Met7at

Her father was devastated, how could she do that? When her parents called to ask her why she ran away, her answer was simple, i don't what to be divorced

SAY WHAT!!

her mom tried to make sense of it: you mean you love him?
sebeecha: no mom, i don't love him, i hate his guts, but i don't want to be labeled as a divorced woman, i don't want people to look at me like I'm a failure

I am speechless, i cannot make sense of the situation, she would rather live in fear for her life, get beat up and humiliated so she would not be labeled!

Sebeechas father dosent speak to her anymore, and when her husband beats her, he says its like daggers stabbing him but there is nothing he can do about it.

To think in this day and age, some people still value image over happiness

sad



posted by eshda3wa at 12:01 AM 61 comments

April 10, 2007

oh my God SHOES













posted by eshda3wa at 12:02 AM 46 comments

April 7, 2007

Would you write a Prisoner?



This is so interesting or creepy, depends on how you look at it, but this site allows you to become pen pals with people in prison.


A friend of mine had a prisoner friend who converted to Islam, the letters were really cool.
I think you to try it.


The site says:
Many of these men and women prisoners behind bars never get letters and spend as many as 23 hours a day in their cell. Some await execution on death row. Others languish in solitary confinement. A pen-pal may be the only relationship they have. Companionship for incarcerated people is almost impossible, especially for death row inmates who are even isolated from other inmates


come on people put a smile on a dying mans face :)
even if he was a criminal, who knows you might make a difference.

The site also suggests romance, but come on, how desperate do you have to be to go for someone in prison!


www.writeaprisoner.com


Would you do it?


Who knows u mite end up writing someone that hot! YUM
posted by eshda3wa at 2:39 PM 74 comments

April 6, 2007

Birthday update


I stayed up all night with Dad just talking about nothing

When it was time for him n my sister to leave i got all teary and miserable.


1-I said goodbye to them and got a couple of hours sleep


2-went to school and took my exam (not so good)


3- Found out that my friends have cancelled my clinical appointments for the day


They took me home, where they had a machboos lunch prepared, and a few of our other friends joined us. After lunch everyone left so i got to #4 on my list


4- Get some sleep


so while i was in dream land my girlfriends walk into my room with a cake candles, singing happy birthday!

they had a huge birthday card with them 7ayate and when i opened it, fee a gift certificate to the plaza spa!

They went all out! i know their probably broke after this! oh my god

this is my treatment



Sinai Beauty Hours:


Pharaonic Treatment 80 min.

Body exfoliation with a gentle body massage


Lotus Bath 20mins

a water garden with milk and honey


Classic Facial 85mins

This basic foundation treatment includes deep cleansing,

eyebrow shaping and a regenerating massage.

The classic facial smoothens and moisturises.


isn't that amazing! 3.5 hours of nothing but pampering

and i get lunch!


Thank u girls


As for my wish list

1- got a beautiful charm bracelet

2- daddy got the hint and is getting me the ring

3-I cant go for the weekend because of my stupid exams so I'm going in the summer instead

4- Plans for the summer confirmed yay!

5-Thanks to my girls plaza here i come!

6- The bag wasn't there! I nearly threw a tantrum in the store!


I got calls and msgs from all my friends and family which always puts me over the moon!

it was a good day

Thank you all for your beautiful birthday wishes


*NuNu, Glamorous, Niqa
Thank u 7ayate intaw
love u!
posted by eshda3wa at 12:57 AM 38 comments

April 5, 2007

The Big Two Two



Every Birthday I open my diary and take a look at what i have been up to. Time to reflect, to see if there are things I need to work on, things i need to change. The past year has been filled with mostly downs. I had to go thru a few things i hope one has to ever experience, i had to grow up, to stop having my head in the clouds, and begin to face reality. Bs el7emdela 3ala kel 7al.
So Far .... its been a pretty good life :)
Hoping to get better

My wish list :
(yes papi I'm materialistic n proud)
1- a charm bracelet
2- the chopard ring i want to complete my set *hint daddy HINT*
3- A ticket to Athens for the weekend
4- An ok on my plans for the summer (Spain n Italy here i come!)
5- A full spa treatment at the Plaza (that's my gift to myself)
6- The red miumiu bag n shoes
*ya7laile bs 6 things


Plans for the day :
1- Say Goodbye to dad n sis (came to visit me for easter break)
2- Go to school take an exam
3- Fix a couple of ruined teeth
4- Go back home sleep
5- Class
6- another class
7- order chinese
8- get in bed

party animal aren't I!!

Friday is gna be make eshda3wa beautiful day

then its back to studying

My dear people that i love most in the world (you know who u are) i so wish i was spending this birthday with you I love you and you are the people i am most thankful for in my life



posted by eshda3wa at 2:49 PM 43 comments

April 3, 2007

Manage your Anger



1. Don’t allow emotions to build up. Deal with situations as they happen.

2. Exercise is a useful way of dealing with stress. Regular exercise will help to increase your tolerance levels.

3. Participation in a sport such as karate/ judo will offer a physical outlet for anger. Involvement in these types of sport also encourage discipline and respect for others.

4. Take care not to consume too much alcohol as people often react more when their judgement is impaired.

5. Eat regularly and sensibly. We are more vulnerable to anxiety when our blood sugar level is low.

6. Be aware of what your personal anger triggers are and learn to deal with them responsibly.

7. It can also help to know what may affect a significant other person in your life. However remember that he/she must take responsibility for their own management of emotions.

8. Be prepared to take some time out if you think a situation may be getting out of control. It can be useful to have explained to the other person in advance that you may opt out for a brief spell but will be prepared to resume conversation later so that he/she does not feel rejected.

9. Agreeing with a partner about strategies you can use together to calm a situation. Be prepared to think creatively.

10. Don’t, hold on to past grudges. Let the past remain in the past and work together towards creating a more fulfilling future, by learning from past events, and taking action to avoid falling into the same traps over and over again.

**people who said they need anger management (dandoon o fayoora) i hope this helps!

*Kinan are the colors ok??

posted by eshda3wa at 11:57 PM 32 comments